Dear Diary, from the title you probably think I cried my eyeballs out. Well I didn't. Yay me. Honestly, I don't know what is up with my life. It's messed up after this girl started posting her 'undying love' towards my ex boyfriend.
First, its about Lulu... I admit.. I still love him.. A BIT now.. and when I saw a picture of him smiling happy with a senior who used to like him.. jealousy grew. And somehow, I don't like what that senior of mine is wearing. too sexy. And a picture of this girl who I'll be labeling as Choding. They were playing together and gosh.. more jealousy feelings grew.
Second, KAI. My friend Kai. I have a feeling, this one so-called friend of mine notice my feelings and tell Kai. And Kai didn't even talk to me for 2 days.. And in that 2 days, my feelings for him went down hill.. and the more I think about it, its like, I'm loving the friendship I have with him so... I'm not into him that much now. Hurray.
Third, Bacon. I saw this photo of him with Choding and they look like a couple.. that hurts me quite a lot.. so I think he's taken.. when I told my friend that, she says they're not in a relationship. Choding likes one of my friend's guy friend. So YAY ME AGAIN. But still, it hurts alot.
Fourth.. can't believe I'm saying this but I miss Daniel... right now he's studying for his A levels and not once have I seen him..
I'm done Diary. You can see how fuck up my life now.. and I'm single.. but not ready to mingle.. So good night diary..
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