Dear Diary, from the title you probably think I cried my eyeballs out. Well I didn't. Yay me. Honestly, I don't know what is up with my life. It's messed up after this girl started posting her 'undying love' towards my ex boyfriend.
First, its about Lulu... I admit.. I still love him.. A BIT now.. and when I saw a picture of him smiling happy with a senior who used to like him.. jealousy grew. And somehow, I don't like what that senior of mine is wearing. too sexy. And a picture of this girl who I'll be labeling as Choding. They were playing together and gosh.. more jealousy feelings grew.
Second, KAI. My friend Kai. I have a feeling, this one so-called friend of mine notice my feelings and tell Kai. And Kai didn't even talk to me for 2 days.. And in that 2 days, my feelings for him went down hill.. and the more I think about it, its like, I'm loving the friendship I have with him so... I'm not into him that much now. Hurray.
Third, Bacon. I saw this photo of him with Choding and they look like a couple.. that hurts me quite a lot.. so I think he's taken.. when I told my friend that, she says they're not in a relationship. Choding likes one of my friend's guy friend. So YAY ME AGAIN. But still, it hurts alot.
Fourth.. can't believe I'm saying this but I miss Daniel... right now he's studying for his A levels and not once have I seen him..
I'm done Diary. You can see how fuck up my life now.. and I'm single.. but not ready to mingle.. So good night diary..
Sunday, 21 October 2012
Monday, 8 October 2012
Sunny and Luna - It's Me (TTBY OST)
I love you, I love you, I love you
Even if I say it a thousand times, it’s not enough
I miss you, I miss you – each moment that I miss you, I miss you more
I call you and call you and call you and your face keeps floating up
If I hope and hope and hope, will you know how I feel someday?
It’s me who only knows you – the person who will only love you is me
It’s because meeting you was like a miracle to me
It’s me who only wants you – the person who will only protect you is me
It’s me who is only looking at you by your side, a fool
I draw out your face – will I see you in my dreams when I’m asleep?
If I want you and want you and want you, will you know how I feel someday?
It’s me who only knows you – the person who will only love you is me
It’s because meeting you was like a miracle to me
It’s me who only wants you – the person who will only protect you is me
It’s me who is only looking at you by your side
My heart is speaking, it’s saying that it’s only you
I love you, I love you alone, that’s me
This love story is only for you to hear
A story about how I loved only one person
Keep it for yourself – this love that no one knows about, it’s me
I’m singing this love song only for you
A song that can be heard only by you
It’s me who will always sing you this love song for only you
Even if I say it a thousand times, it’s not enough
I miss you, I miss you – each moment that I miss you, I miss you more
I call you and call you and call you and your face keeps floating up
If I hope and hope and hope, will you know how I feel someday?
It’s me who only knows you – the person who will only love you is me
It’s because meeting you was like a miracle to me
It’s me who only wants you – the person who will only protect you is me
It’s me who is only looking at you by your side, a fool
I draw out your face – will I see you in my dreams when I’m asleep?
If I want you and want you and want you, will you know how I feel someday?
It’s me who only knows you – the person who will only love you is me
It’s because meeting you was like a miracle to me
It’s me who only wants you – the person who will only protect you is me
It’s me who is only looking at you by your side
My heart is speaking, it’s saying that it’s only you
I love you, I love you alone, that’s me
This love story is only for you to hear
A story about how I loved only one person
Keep it for yourself – this love that no one knows about, it’s me
I’m singing this love song only for you
A song that can be heard only by you
It’s me who will always sing you this love song for only you
Friday, 5 October 2012
Frustrated.
Dear Diary, today, my friend decided to be a bitch and start to act like a child. She told us we left her alone even though she was the one who didn't want to go. OH SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH. You're the eldest in the group while I'm the 3rd youngest and so many people think I'm the eldest because I act matured. You? Like a bitch.
I and the others do not live just to please you and if I want to, I won't. Pleasing people is a waste of time. Especially people like you. How are you my friend again? Wait.. I never think you were because you're such a spoiled brat. You may not be the youngest but you're the only girl in the family but that doesn't mean you need to be spoiled by us. Bitch, I'm done with you.
Do you even know how hard my friend cried just now? Her eyes were red and she beg for my so-called friend's forgiveness. I really wanna slap that bitch. Why? Who the fuck would tell people off when you're the one who's making the mistake. She is!
I give up trying to please her long time ago and whenever she said a bad thing about me, I ignore it because she doesn't even know me well. She thought my favorite color was yellow but it is not I tell you diary. My favorite color is grey, white, coral, baby pink, magenta and red.
I'm gonna try and cheer up my friends who were involve in this. Wish me luck! Bye bye.
I and the others do not live just to please you and if I want to, I won't. Pleasing people is a waste of time. Especially people like you. How are you my friend again? Wait.. I never think you were because you're such a spoiled brat. You may not be the youngest but you're the only girl in the family but that doesn't mean you need to be spoiled by us. Bitch, I'm done with you.
Do you even know how hard my friend cried just now? Her eyes were red and she beg for my so-called friend's forgiveness. I really wanna slap that bitch. Why? Who the fuck would tell people off when you're the one who's making the mistake. She is!
I give up trying to please her long time ago and whenever she said a bad thing about me, I ignore it because she doesn't even know me well. She thought my favorite color was yellow but it is not I tell you diary. My favorite color is grey, white, coral, baby pink, magenta and red.
I'm gonna try and cheer up my friends who were involve in this. Wish me luck! Bye bye.
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